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Law of One · Book I · 1981-02-04

Session 18

desire · Jesus · polarization

Complete sitting — full Questioner and Ra text

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Book I · Sessions 1–26 · sitting 18 of 106

Where this sits in the contact

Wanderers and the elder brother

Those who came from elsewhere, and the one known as Jesus. Service, not pedigree. Distortion of martyrdom-as-payment is named so you can drop it.

Comes after session 17 (Jesus). Opens into session 19 (veil).

In plain words

Polarity is desire, aimed. Service-to-others is love as a will. Service-to-self is control as a will. Mild niceness is not yet a harvest grade.

In this sitting

  1. Lessons of third density: the Choice under a veil, catalyst used or stored.
  2. Forgiveness is using catalyst. Grievance is storing it.
  3. This session is the Course’s whole method in Confederation clothes.

How this sitting is misread

Wanting a more interesting lesson than the person in front of you.

Deeper meaning

Ra is blunt: it is the will that polarizes, not the pose of being pleasant. Fifty-one percent service-to-others is a serious, consistent aiming of the self at others’ welfare. Negative polarity requires a nearly pure will to dominate. Sitting on the fence is the planetary default — and a retake. The Course’s decision for God is this aiming. Lesson 20: I am determined to see. Determination is polarity’s mundane name.

Practice

Do one thing today that is clearly for another and costs you a convenience. Mean it.

Desire as the engine of polarity. What you want, you become. Lesson 185 in Ra's mouth. Jesus as an example of purified desire.

Course

Lessons 20, 23, 31: determination, the opposite of idle thought and victimhood.

Open stream

Spalding

Nice is not the same as love. Love will inconvenience you.

Open stream

Rueckert

The group polarized by serving the contact and each other, not by advertising purity.

Open stream

Read with this

Read the transcript at lawofone.info/s/18. A numbered question is written 18.20 — type that in Study tools or Jump. These notes are not a reprint. Open the session. Then mark it studied and do the next ordinary kindness. That is the whole method.

Workbook

The Choice / God or the egoWill / free will / little willingnessJesus / the one known as Jesus